My English teacher is super mega excited about this movie, so when I learned about the skin I thought I'd get it.
He's such a weirdy. For a teacher, I mean. He showed us his resume, and under, like, special awards or recognitions, he had, like, karate and sparring stuff. And he's so young, he's like...only a little older than my brother. Young teacher is YOUNG. And he's.........FIT. Some think he's hot. Eh. I understand why he would be. But he's unattractive in a number of other ways (predominantly because he's my teacher) so that kind of negates....all attractiveness. It's purely acknowledgment, really. Indifference.
HOWEVER Ninja Assassin does still look pretty fsking kickass, so....skin tiem plz.





P.S. PLUSHIPLUSHIPLUSHI okay this is going to sound weird, but if you got a mysterious call yesterday from a 352 number...it was me. It was an accident xD I accidentally knocked a coil from my slide keyboard on my phone, and it hit '', and your number was under "Plushi" and it called you @_@.
And I don't remember how I got your number. I have lots of people's numbers. If they post it somewhere, or I overhear someone else saying it--however I learn about it, I'll pick it up and save it for future reference.
So, I have...a number that may have been yours at some time. If it isn't anymore, and you did not get a mysterious phone call, you've nothing to worry about
LE FIN.

It never stops!
[link]



That's right, kids.
I'm still not an active dA member.
But I am a blogger.
Yes, I have succumbed to this new-fangled Internet faggotry taking the world (or just my school ) by storm.
Anyway, yes, it is connected to my personal blog, but it's not like I put anything stalk-worthy on it anyway. I doubt you can figure out where I live from it, and if you somehow magically can, you clearly have too much time on your hands.
But this is my sort of art-blog-journal. If you're interested.
Just thought I'd put it out there, for the people with
well
with time on their hands.

Wow. Yeah. All right then.

~diB*s, over and out

Because I'm just THAT HORRIBLE OF A PERSON
I basically just unchecked EVERYONE ON MY WATCH LIST.
I didn't technically UNWATCH them.
I just won't be notified if they do ANYTHING AT ALL.
YAY ME. D:<

Anyways, I've basically given up on dA.
I'll still post things now and again, pop in, maybe say hello. Check out your work, see if you've been keeping at it, improving.
I'll still be drawing. Just not communicating as much :/

I love you guys. And dA.
But I'm just too lazy to keep up! P:
So I'm outta here.
Cheers.
And happy holidays, everyone. C:

~diB*s

lolhai C:




I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO LEAVE FOR SO LONG
and I just deleted a bazillion messages and journals I will never read and ALL of my deviation notices!
SO
PROUD
OF
SELF
because I always have this weakness, like
WHAT IF THERE'S SOMETHING HERE I'LL LIKE
because I AM watching these people after all
but today I'm just on to clean things out and say


HAI
I'M DOING FSKING HOMEWORK

YAY.


just like I've been doing
every night
for the past
lsakdjalskjdkaljsdklajslkdjaeoilskdnmalidskj
months.






shucks.



my room smells bad. I INSECTICIDE'D IT.
with organic insecticide that is safe for kids and pets











GAHH I'M SORRY GUYS.
I'm in between the high and hung-over stages of over-caffeine-ation. So bear with me as I try to make alkdlcompreghensible sentences tand finish this journal andk go back to doing my english homework.
why is my english teacher, who is so nice all the time, such a laksdl;aks homewwork giver???
he's like TAKE THIS
AND THAT
AND THAT
AND THAT
IT'S ALL DUE TOMORROW MORNING

HHHHWHAI MR. BAUMANN? HHHHHWHAAAIII???
his wife, the biology teacher, is no better
l;akjdl;asdl;aksjmdiokeldnfiuoskldmnf







To TCoT
sorry I never finished this picture i was gonna give you for Gloomie's bday. but I just couldn't do it. i'm not sure what happened but I sketched it and scanned it and it died somewhere

to Plush and Kei
DUDES
i dunno wtf to tell you
but i'm an @ss.
I swear I'll give you something
someday
even if it's a cake.
i just
don't
know





obviously my mental state has gone even further downhill in these two, three, no, two months of my absnece....? question markkk>????




damn.



stfu.


but NO RLY honestly
sorry 'bout that
actually, i'm probably being a real pain right now
screaming and being all ERRATIC
in a JOURNAL

OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID


anyways
I'm probably still not going to be on a lot
at all
this might even happen again
it probably will actually
and someday
you will wake up to find a single deviation from me
and it'll probably be a scrap


*shoots self*

I'm gonna go now.
I love you all.
I'm sorry I suck.

But I did get a 99 in biology
so it's not so bad
Dakoda still beat me.
hmm.


Remember Dakoda, Kelsey?
he's a cooooool cat.




signing off.

IT'S LIKE A BANDWAGON 8D *shot*



--EDIT 10/21/08--

Update:

Do these bullets look different to you? Idk, they look different to me.

NO RLY I AM DOING THOSE LAST TWO REQUESTS *shot* I'm really sorry guys, I'm such a failure. D:

Today I failed a test! : D *shotdown* IN P.E. Okay, I didn't fail, I got, like, a C. Because I only did 19 out of 25 push-ups. BUT IT WAS HARD because our CHESTS had to touch the ground, and if you KNOW ME, you KNOW why that's so hard. My CHIN fsking hit the floor before my chest did OMFGWTF. (He had us look UP the whole time, which added to the difficulty D: ) And it wasn't so much that my arms hurt and I couldn't do it anymore, I just...lost feeling in them?? Idk really, but I couldn't get up after 19, and I hovered, like, an inch above the ground for about 10 seconds TRYING to get up and...it was painful and sad and I just about cried. A C is a very bad grade for me.
But I aced the sit-up test, and I get hundreds in every other aspect of the class since it's mostly weight-lifting, endurance running, and participation, so hopefully it won't be too bad.

Every day that passes becomes more a more...gray. I dunno, it's really weird, but...that's about the best I can describe it. Just....gray.
Plus, related to the feeling of gray, but not to the actual color, I can feel winter coming on, accompanied by a dread familiar yet so different from any other year. It's usually associated with stress of school--science fair, mostly, and term projects. But I don't even have science fair this year, and it's just like some sort of impending doom that I SHOULD be preparing for, but I have no idea how to do that, which leaves me a squatter to worry and angst things over. It's like a feeling of anxiety that has been increasing over time, that I wasn't entirely aware of at first, but it seems so familiar like it's been there all along, and I've even perceived it at some point, but only now am I accepting and actually pondering it, because it's growing stronger and more acute and shit like that. Phooey I'll stop ranting for now. Because you TOTALLY wanted me to come back from leave of absence to demonstrate my paranoia and mentality dysfunctions. *coughSARCASMcough*

More later. Maybe. I'm gonna try to draw something nice up now. Again. Maybe fail again. I don't know yet.


--ORIGINAL 9/7/08--

So here's a quick update:

I'm working on requests, really I am! D: *screwed up, like, four sketches...EACH aw geez*

Thanks to Zyzy, I'm listening to a LOT of Regina Spektor lately. Not that I'm complaining

Settling into the school schedule. Not a lot of stress, so I'm back to my "amused" mood that so amalgamates itself into my "usual" aura. And or such idk. I take many liberties with the English language, if you haven't noticed.

More or less related to the preceding bullet--went to a 12-hour choir "retreat" yesterday.
It was just like a crazy long meet and rehearsal, to get to know each other, and sing. OH OH and play that cup game where you clap and turn the cup and pass and all that craziness. Because we're all music fags we all had insanely good rhythm, and our choir director (who is also the band director and music appreciation teacher at the school) was really proud of us LOL. He wasn't the one who taught us either--my friend taught us all at lunch and we showed him and he was like O__O WOWIE LMAO!
Anyways, the choir retreat was AWESOME. Long and monotonous, but still AWESOME. I love being in choir.

Ehhhh....dunno what else to say. Maybe I'll get back to this later. Maybe not. Guess we'll never know until it happens.




*has been dancing a lot lately...especially with choral activities going on at school*